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Pain resurface

In times like this… I wish my dad is still ard to encourage me.

All the past memories of pain inflicted by mom resurface. All the negative tots overwhelmed me.

I guessed I never really forgive her. The memories are still haunting me.

I did many sets of weights inflicting pain onto my body till I cannot carry anymore.

My heart is still bleeding again. The scars are still fresh. Haiz…

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  1. circepalace
    November 5, 2012 at 12:42 pm

    *pat pat*
    The scars will still be around but I try not to think of it. I get sour-ish when I think of the past so to help me get on with the present, I’ve to move forward. I cannot change what she has done in past or present but I can still change my reactions to her. Reflections of the past aren’t meant to flagellate yourself with a whip like some ancient roman catholic monk. It’s easier for me when my hubby is around. My mom is a totally different person when in front of outsiders.

    • raytbk
      November 9, 2012 at 8:11 am

      Thks sis! Ya still moving forward by his grace. Thks for e encouragement!

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